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[sarea]

Why can't I find motivation to write? WHY??? Or at least, why can I not have motivation when I can use it, instead of a) right before I go to sleep as I'm lying in the dark; b) while I'm getting ready for work; c) during the drive home??? It's been like this for months. TSA2 is half done, I have a pretty clear idea of what I need to do for the rest of it, and I just have no will to do it. *weeps* I'd settle for being able to work on the smutty D/G, or even the Ron/Ginny that popped into my head this morning, but nope. All I seem to want to do is sit here.

Weekend, why aren't you here yet? I desperately need to clean, as I am behaving like a huge slob. Things need to be tidied, dishes need to be washed (as do clothes), bathrooms need to be cleaned, I haven't even used my new steamcleaner, the list goes on and on. And yet, what do I want to do? Sit here. Surf the net and maybe read some fanfic. (Speaking of, go read Pink by Luminous Marble -- it's gorgeous.)

And also, apparently, bitch and moan to my Live Journal.

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And then getting out of bed to go hunt for my notebook is an ordeal that I often cannot face, especially as it means turning on the light and blinding me. Of course, I shouldn't stay up writing anyway, as this will just make me a zombie the next day when I actually need to be awake.

*see insane entry of today's wee morning hours*

Yes, but see, you wrote, didn't you? Insane, but industrious.