:-l

[sarea]

Why can't I find motivation to write? WHY??? Or at least, why can I not have motivation when I can use it, instead of a) right before I go to sleep as I'm lying in the dark; b) while I'm getting ready for work; c) during the drive home??? It's been like this for months. TSA2 is half done, I have a pretty clear idea of what I need to do for the rest of it, and I just have no will to do it. *weeps* I'd settle for being able to work on the smutty D/G, or even the Ron/Ginny that popped into my head this morning, but nope. All I seem to want to do is sit here.

Weekend, why aren't you here yet? I desperately need to clean, as I am behaving like a huge slob. Things need to be tidied, dishes need to be washed (as do clothes), bathrooms need to be cleaned, I haven't even used my new steamcleaner, the list goes on and on. And yet, what do I want to do? Sit here. Surf the net and maybe read some fanfic. (Speaking of, go read Pink by Luminous Marble -- it's gorgeous.)

And also, apparently, bitch and moan to my Live Journal.

Comments

[sydney-lynne.livejournal.com]

why can I not have motivation when I can use it, instead of a) right before I go to sleep as I'm lying in the dark
Ahahahaha, me too! All my ideas come to me as I'm trying to go to sleep, and I get all excited (sometimes to the point where I can't sleep) then I wake up in the morning and am a big ball of blah who doesn't want to do anything except go back to sleep and certainly not write. Although sometimes one just has to crawl out of bed and type because otherwise there will be no going to sleep. *see insane entry of today's wee morning hours*

[sarea-okelani.livejournal.com]

And then getting out of bed to go hunt for my notebook is an ordeal that I often cannot face, especially as it means turning on the light and blinding me. Of course, I shouldn't stay up writing anyway, as this will just make me a zombie the next day when I actually need to be awake.

*see insane entry of today's wee morning hours*

Yes, but see, you wrote, didn't you? Insane, but industrious.